Well basically my parents divorced and my mom remarried this dude and it was like a huge secret but anyways so we all moved into a house and I also got stepsisters and I was really close with them (or so I thought) and we did so many things together, it was like they were my real sisters. We used to have so much fun and like stay up all night and play games but things took a turn because my mom and stepdad always yelled at each other and sometimes we would have huge fights to the point where the neighbors would hear but anyways on top of that, my mom would be really abusive towards me (things I can't say) and I was really depressed and I felt like nobody was there for me and my brother was also abusive (a whole different story). Anyways, so things kept getting worse and worse and my stepdad would leave occasionally and he promised he wouldn't again but he kept leaving and it turned into everyday. And when he would leave he left to his ex wife's house (and he stayed there overnight) so my mom kept believing that he wouldn't leave her again even though he constantly did, so then one day my stepdad just left for good and never came back and I also started living with my dad bc of lots of different reasons. Anways, so I thought I was really close with my stepsisters but lots of things happened and I guess I saw their true colors. and also my stepdad would be really mean towards me like yell at me for no reason and always take my stepsister's side even though they were wrong. And during this time I was really sad and I felt betrayed because I trusted them and i thought we were close and they just did that. anways, I'm still in the process of letting them go and i hope one day i can forget them but whenever i thing abt it, it makes me sad. but i think I've improved from before (it's been 7 months now). lots of things happened since then and life is still hard but i guess i should think abt the positive things of life instead of the negative things to make things easier.